Jesse
Getting on your knees day in and day out because that's all you know to do. Pray and believe and trust because that's all you have left, but things keep getting worse. I have no family,no friends, that would lead me in the right direction, so i pray. I feel like my past has cursed me, and now I'm alone. Not even God is showing his mercy on my life. It's getting to the point where I want to turn my life over to satin. I mean really, how much worse can it be. Going to church, listing to Joel osteen, praying more than ever and nothing. I actually believed the things said in church, but have a hard time believing God is there. Seriously I'm thinking about changing my whole mindset about Jesus, God. Please don't pray for me, I'm to far gone. I would think before a person decides to turn to satin, God would jump in, but maybe I'm wrong, apparently I been wrong all this time. Love you life songs. Hopefully one day we can be reunited.