I ask y'all to lift up my family, I am a mother of five. I can not begin the tell of the challenges, strongholds and broken chains God had guided me through. I'm close to closing on my first home after moving faster than a tumbleweed from place to place as a child with no stability. I want more for my kids ofcourse but at 18, 17, 6 and 13 year old twins I'm EXHAUSTED!!! The attitudes and strife between us is so unhealthy. I created a lot of their personality traits by modeling unhealthy behaviors. I've tried too hard and pushed and fought too hard but for more for them. John is 18 and suffers with depression, social anxiety lift him up for clarity, peace and joy to fill his heart and mind. Destiney is one of the twins she is begging to want to talk to boys, I pray she knows what is best for her and she respects her body as the temple. I pray God make it clear to her what is and isn't good for her and her life and future. Thank for believing with me for God to continue to fix the brokeness and creates a masterpiece with in my home and family.