I am having a really rough time as I had to say goodbye to my fur baby Oscar yesterday. He was diagnosed with feline oral cancer at the beginning on July. It was already past the point of intervention. He was declining quickly and no longer able to eat or drink. I had to make the hardest decisions of my life in order to ensure he did not suffer by starving to death. He was my constant for the last 13 years my emotional support when i needed him. Now he is gone. I am completely broken. I feel guilty and i am so angry that he had to go. Today also marks the 7th anniversary of the passing of my mammaw. I'm so lost without Oscar to help me through this day. Please pray God gives me peace with the decision I made and comfort for the days ahead as i learn to live with my furry best friend.