Please pray that I find God’s will for my life right now and have the clarity and courage and confidence to act and that I quit being my own worst enemy. I’m a born again Christian for a long time but in the past few years I just seem to keep missing God’s provisions. I’m trying to hear God’s guidances but don’t act because of fear or don’t realize it was God until to late or get confused by conflicting thoughts. I’m not living in sin and I read and pray daily it just that I’m needing to rely on him for some really big things especially financial and whether or not to sell my home that He gave me. I’ve been trying to start a business for several years but keep getting sidetracked and now am just really tired and lacking perseverance. Also a relationship that I thought God had put together for marriage ended after 5 years the last 3 years of which were very painful and confusing and caused a lot of financial stress as well. It ended several months ago. But the person recently came back into my life only to wind up getting me hurt again. I’m ok for the moment but really need life to get stable relationally and financially again because I’m really tired and now also in a lot of debt and unemployed. I pray often that God would take me home because I often don’t see any hope as I keep missing God’s provisions and can’t seem to make the right decisions and keep getting my heart crushed. Please pray that I will find the way through this and get back to $0 debt as I was 5 years ago and that I would get back to the healthy joyful person in the Lord that I was 6 years ago .