My marriage. I am completely numb, depressed. My husband is happy as long as he gets his way. We are 4 years post affair (him) and I'm still struggling and would like to not have social media but he cant live without it it seems. I've been so hurt these past years and have no idea what to do. He uses my faith to his advantage knowing I will never leave. Please join me in prayer for strength for myself and for God to touch him and show him his selfish ungodly ways.