Renae
I am so sorry I keep asking for prayer for basically the same reason but this new job which I was forced into is very stressful and overwhelming. My anxiety level is high and I can feel the depression trying to set in. I don't know what to do and I feel stuck. I'm not sure if I should stick it out with the hope that it will get better or start looking for something else. I am also still feeling very angry and sad at the loss of my former job when the bank I worked for was shut down by the FDIC. The work family I've known for the past 10 years were ripped apart. It's heartbreaking. I hate that I'm here in this place of emptiness yet again. Things were going so good before all of this. I know God can use this for his good but I just can't see it right now. I have found myself coming home several days over the last two weeks so stressed that I want to numb myself. As a recovering addict this is not a good place for me to be.